27 May 2009
I never thought that this would make me feel very down these few days although my result was excellence but those setbacks i've gone throught isn't enough for me to really understand what life means...
My parents were like soooo controlled over me. You think I could take it but today...I had enough of it. My results, not once I told them. Nowadays I've been secretive towards my parents for little things. I don't know why... little grugde appears in myself bit by bit...I hope this would dissapears.
My aim for this year mainly is to get a scholarship. I felt unfair for not getting the scholarship for this year but nevermind...perhaphs, I could get it this year:)
To me, I did quite badly for my humans subject. Supposely, I could have done better than that right? But what to do...